Tag: conscience

  • Conscience is incorruptible and its judgement eternal

    The only tangible manner I ease my mind of tension is to write and scribble down thoughts as they come.

    Injustice stinks and no one wants it heaped on himself or herself which makes those who selfishly supplant justice with injustice/falsehood worse than raw sewage and therefore not worthy of their being, irrespective of what social status they had attained.

    However, thanks to goodness, all humans, irrespective of the unworthiness as humans few have attained, are endowed with Conscience.

    Conscience is the spirit of God alive in every human. At death, it departs the body; which then makes a dead body a conscienceless entity.

    Death is a coward; a faceless coward devoid of any physical substance, though it possesses a dreaded saddening effect, and more horrifyingly it is never cowed.

    Though, a coward, it has dominion over all creations of God who invariably must fall prey to its ambush. Ogochukwu became a victim of that cowardly ambush on 16th October, 2013.

    Conscience is akin to death in some respect, though unlike death is never ‘silent’, and is not a coward. It boldly talks all the time but just to the individual in whom it resides. Conscience is a persistent tormentor, but lacks the attribute of death to ultimately accomplish its mission/objective.

    Conscience is of God while “will power” is human. A being has control over his/her will but not of his/her conscience.

    God gave us “will power” to manage and utilize as we deem appropriate but in His goodness He graciously instilled within each and every human the spirit of caution – conscience to moderate our humanness. A being has control and the ability to manipulate his/her “will power” but not his/her conscience – the will of God in him.

    Unfortunately, human considers it fun when he thinks he has tamed, domesticated and subjected his conscience to the whims and caprices of his “will power”. However, a good and decent person, even within our human perspective, is one whose “will” operates reasonably in tandem with his conscience.

    Everyday of our lives, we are on trial, each person’s conscience, acting as the accuser, prosecutor and score keeper. Conscience is divine, incorruptible and heavenly as it is aware of both our inner, and outward acts and intents. We are dead and worthless the instant the Spirit of God – Conscience departs our corruptible body!

    At death, our final judgement is equally instant, as conscience at its departure instantaneously collates our pluses and minuses.

    At Island Maternity Hospital, Victoria Island, Lagos, where my angel, Ogochukwumelum gave up the ghost in the afternoon of 16th October 2013, one of the senior doctors that attended to her – while in the process of breaking the “Nsugbe Coconut” – the letting out of unpleasant information, expressed disgust at the negligence and lack of professionalism that did my daughter in, at the hospital that brought her to them. And dutifully insisted on an autopsy, which I then imagined was to assist the medical profession checkmate the growing and alarming lack of professionalism, impunity and ‘I don-care’ disposition currently soiling the nation’s health care delivery system.

    It later, after the fact, dawned on me that his insistence was to fulfil State Government’s required righteousness that an autopsy must be carried out when death results within 48 hours after admission. The intent of that requirement is definitely noble, but the phenomenon currently known as “Nigerian factor” makes nonsense of all things noble.

    I write this with streams of tears running down both cheeks simply because I very much believe that the possibility existed that Ogo would still have been around doing her Ogo things only if some humans she unfortunately surrendered her destiny to had behaved, and acted conscientiously – the way and manner God meant for them to act and behalf.

    I mourn, and in ever flowing tears not simply because I lost a daughter but because of the way, manner and circumstances that lost manifested. The grief is that it could still happen to someone else, as undoubtedly it had happened to countless Nigerians before October 16, 2013.

    My heart ache because I believe very strongly that Ogo died an avoidable death.

    Why was my daughter from whom the Doctor had earlier that evening removed two bundles of fibroid mass physically bundled at about 2am, not in an ambulance but in the doctor’s private car, dripping blood like a sacrificial offering from County Hospital in Ogba not to any of the hospitals in Ikeja – the State Capital where Lagos State University Teaching Hospital and many other notable hospitals are located but to Lagos Island Maternity Hospital, several kilometres away? Why?

    Please can anyone of my country men and women console me with an answer? Is it possible that the doctor has a god-father or a protector who reigns supreme at Lagos Island Maternity Hospital?

    The answer, Nigeria, is blowing as usual in the wind. But our all knowing Father definitely knows. Incidentally the content of the ‘Nsugbe Coconut’ also revealed that my daughter made it to Island Maternity with 6% blood content, while her womb was filled to the brim with free blood. Probably a good percentage of the over 10 pints of blood administered to her during, and post operation ended up in her womb cavity. It also revealed that her internal organs notably her kidneys were messed up; all in the course of removing fibroids.

    I am bleeding with grief and disappointment but I can’t tell where all that blood is draining into, probably into my chest cavity.

    Ogo, my darling, you are not Christ, though a committed believer, I am sure that the blood that they made you freely let out would touch a good number of hearts. That alone would mean it was not let out in vain, but probably for a cause.

    At this point in time, my mind is relatively at peace. I have forgiven and the tears will soon dry up but my memory, sorrow and disappointment may never end. So God please help!

    Nigeria, our dear country, needs to be born again and be the country it was meant to be, where truth and justice are not just mere rhetoric but shall ever reign supreme.

     

    Dr Chizea, a structural engineer and writer, lives in Lagos.

  • Iwu’s troubled conscience

    Iwu’s troubled conscience

    There is no indication Maurice Iwu, former chairman of the Independent National Electoral Commission (INEC), will read this piece. He says that having learnt from former President Olusegun Obasanjo the resentful and vexatious habit of not reading Nigerian newspapers, he feels disinclined to read what people have said and still say about his management of the 2007 general elections. Given the way he vigorously put it, even if we could find someone to read this piece and freely redact its highlights for his spurned consideration, he would still be unresponsive to a habit that has stood many enlightened people well since newspapers became a staple of modern civilisation. “This is my first public function since I left office as INEC chairman,” he began with a disagreeable hint of self-importance. “I learned one thing from my former boss Olusegun Obasanjo never to read newspapers or watch news…That is the only way to focus on what I am supposed to do.”

    For a professor who is presumably an expert on something, and whose life and works are supposed to be devoted to blowing up the delusions of the ignorant majority, it is curious what lessons, and what examples, his bizarre tastes are inexorably drawn to. To him, newspapers represent a distraction rather than a resource tool. By his admission, since he needs to focus on his tasks, which he paints grandiosely in the nothingness of imprecision, it is strange that as a former public official he does not recognise that one of those tasks is to respond to public assessment of his stewardship. But if he says he loathes reading newspapers, we must allow him the liberty of stewing in the juice of his own ignorance. This, however, will not deter us from judging his time in office or commenting on his remarks whenever he indulges in sophism, as he did last week.

    Indeed, he made a few tendentious remarks last Tuesday in Abuja during the public presentation of Amanze Obi’s book, Delicate Distress. For a professor who wishes to be left alone to focus on his job, it is surprising that he was unable to interpret properly what his main task was in 2007 when he umpired the general elections of that year. Said he: “In 2007, Nigeria didn’t want elections. It wasn’t about giving Nigeria an election. It wasn’t about who won or how ballot boxes were snatched. The challenge I had was to ensure that Nigeria remained one indivisible country. We did that and many people thought it was easy.” I will return to his dubious conclusion that Nigerians didn’t want elections in 2007, a claim he offered absolutely no proof to substantiate. For now, let us instead consider his interpretation of his brief in 2007. There is nothing in the provisions of the electoral act relating to his office or his responsibilities that grants him the exalted task of safeguarding the unity of the country. Instead, he was simply expected to deliver a free and fair poll. It is apparent that that singular misinterpretation of his assignment was at the bottom of the multiple malfeasances associated with his regulation and moderation of the general elections of that year. The challenge of sustaining Nigerian unity, as he inelegantly and conceitedly put it, was one he assigned himself. No one, not the constitution, not his paymaster, nor yet the electoral act gave him the job he so gratuitously defined for himself.

    Professor Iwu specialises in pharmacognosy, a branch of science that has nothing to do with politics, except of course metaphorically. It is a rather direct science and a branch of pharmacology dealing with the study of natural drugs or active substances found in plants. If he needs to apply logic in his speciality, it is certainly not the kind of intricate logic familiar to social scientists who deal with subjective and often imprecise human behaviour. On the contrary, plants offer very precise and clearly distinguishable morphologies, irrespective of whether we are dealing with its anatomy or its external nature. It is, therefore, not surprising that Professor Iwu has had to rephrase his assignment in terms familiar to his expertise, and in ways that suited and excused his abject surrender to the whims of his employers.

    Dissatisfied with not letting bad enough alone – and he would have done well to emulate his other illustrious predecessor, Humphrey Nwosu, who waited for about 15 years to make peace with his equally troubled conscience – Professor Iwu wondered why instead of criticising his performance Nigerians did not celebrate his ‘achievement’ of keeping Nigeria one. How grossly mistaken can one be! Not only did his criminal miscarriage of the 2007 polls gravely threaten the unity and stability of the country, it set the country back by many decades and still continues to dog its march to democratic nirvana. If Nigeria remained one after the 2007 electoral debacle, it was not because Professor Iwu advanced the cause of unity, or even knew how to, but because Nigerians were themselves either determined to stay together notwithstanding the multiple provocations from the Iwus and Nwosus of this world, or had surrendered to the insuperable and paralysing resignation Britain’s manipulations had brought upon them since independence.

    It is truly numbing how Professor Iwu excused his failings. He said the 2007 polls were not about who won or lost, or about how ballot boxes were snatched. If he had not recast his assignment in terms of the unexampled arrogance he was accustomed to throughout his five-year tenure, all the while pretending there was a nexus between his office and Nigerian unity irrespective of his failings, he would have understood perfectly that his job was to ensure Nigeria held a free and fair election; and that unity, often a by-product of a fair election, was not his to procure or guarantee. In his Abuja remarks, Professor Iwu reminded his audience it was not easy transiting from one elected government to another. He should be reminded that that transition took place without the help of his puny talents, twisted logic, and the recklessly flawed election he superintended.

    The most shocking remark he made last Tuesday was that in 2007, Nigeria didn’t want an election. We may never know why the professor told this awkward lie to himself. Would Nigerians have furiously fought and defeated Chief Obasanjo’s third term agenda if they didn’t want an election? Would they have turned out in their millions if they hated the ballot box as the professor suggested? If they didn’t want an election that year, but wanted Chief Obasanjo out of office, what replacement did they have in mind given the constitutional provision of term limit? It took 15 years after the June 12, 1993 presidential election for Professor Nwosu to summon the courage to admit the truth of the election he supervised. Perhaps eight years is still too early for Professor Iwu to admit the truth of the election he bungled, and his conscience not seared enough to push him into reconciling with the oath he took and into making peace with the country he betrayed.

    It speaks volumes, however, that last Tuesday the professor spoke fondly of Chief Obasanjo as the mentor from whom he learnt the execrable habit of living in denial and deprecating media accounts of contemporary events. Indeed, we hope that sometime in our lifetime, Professor Iwu will be prodded into remorse by the shrill wailing of the agitated scruples left in him, as Professor Nwosu was unable to stay silent in the face of the loud protestations of his conscience.

  • June 12 and the road to conscience

    June 12 and the road to conscience

    SIR: When Professor Eghosa Osaghae described Nigeria as a ‘Crippled Giant’, he was merely speaking the minds of many. That appellation describes everything that has been wrong with Nigeria since independence. Even the late Chinua Achebe identified leadership as the bane of the country over three decades ago. Leadership it is which continues to confound us. It is the reason why even as we bask in the euphoria of our nascent yet shaky democracy, those who are supposed to recognise democracy from where it was coming from have failed to give it the recognition it deserves.

    On June 12, 1993, Nigerians forgot their differences, tribe, religion and tongue. Twenty years after, we are still undecided as to how to accord that day its rightful place in our political journey to democracy. Since 1999, all those who have tasted power at the top have refused to listen to wise counsel to accord June 12 its due.

    June 12 may seem to those at the top as an irrelevant period in our history. It may appear as yet another useless eon that should be swept under the carpet like past ones which comes to us in fragments. It may sound to the Nigerian leadership as that period that must be suppressed, buried or even thrown in the dustbin of history. But we must not forget that the past always has its way of finding and haunting the present and future.

    Are we surprised that 53 years since independence and 14 years into our nascent democracy, we are still battling with electoral malfeasance? Are we not shocked that we are yet to find that good luck we have always yearned for even when ironically, good luck seems to be the norm peddled everywhere by political shenanigans and economic sycophants with little or nothing to show for it? Are we not seeing that ethnic tensions and religious intolerance which June 12 swiftly shoved aside have begun rearing its big and ugly head more than ever before in our political history? It is only the blind that would simply deny seeing the paintings on the wall. Even the blind in today’s Nigeria sees better than those with eyesight!

    If for all the salt we are worth, we cannot give adulation to that day and the significance it envisages; then we are not worth celebrating our heroes past which Chief Abiola luxuriously belonged. It is most unfortunate that the democracy we all claim to enjoy today, even when there is nothing to enjoy, what with the myriads of challenges confronting us as a nation, is not seen from the angle of the June 12 insignia. We are blinded by our prejudices that we do not understand that one man, against all odds and who despite the wealth, fame and connections in his possession, which ordinarily should have been channelled towards personal comfort, decided to suffer and risk his life and all the good things of life to pay the price for the freedom we are quickly tearing apart today.

    Abiola meant a lot to all Nigerians and we must do his memory a lot of good, not by mere rhetoric or speeches, as we have witnessed in the last one year, but by committing ourselves to acts that pursue equity and social justice for our nascent democracy and the vast majority of our people, after all, the democracy we all critique vehemently today was what Chief Abiola died for.

     

    • Raheem Oluwafunminiyi

    Lagos

  • Search your conscience, Sylva tells Dickson

    Former Bayelsa State Governor Timipre Sylva has told his successor, Seriake Dickson, to search his conscience on the claim that he (Silva) left only N4, 451 in the state’s coffers.

    In a statement by his media aide, Doifie Ola, yesterday, the former governor described Dickson’s claims as “the outburst of an illegitimate governor troubled by an attack of conscience.”

    Ola said it was interesting that a year after Sylva left office, Dickson is still obsessed with his ghost.

    The statement reads: “Sylva never contested election with Dickson.

    “He was illegally excluded from seeking re-election by the forces that dragged Dickson into office and foisted on Bayelsa the ignominy that Dickson and his gang have been trying to whitewash with Sylva’s name.

    “But they have continued to fail. Bayelsans and Nigerians have become wise to the gang’s deception.

    “Bayelsa State has never had it so bad. Bayelsa is mourning the Dickson disaster.

    “Everyday, all you hear is that some phoney amounts have been saved, but nothing is happening in terms of delivery of projects.

    “Rather than concentrate on what leadership ought to be, Dickson and his gang are busy chasing Sylva’s shadows. This clearly shows how confused he is.”

    The aide said contrary to insinuations by the governor, Sylva ran the most prudent and transparent government Bayelsa ever had since the Fourth Republic.

    “Despitethe enormous challenges Sylva faced when he took over from Dr. Goodluck Jonathan, the state’s debt profile was not anywhere near what Dickson and his gang want the world to believe throughout Sylva’s stay in office.

    “By our records, we would have concluded payment of all our outstanding debts, except the bond, by last February.

    “It was a project-specific loan; all money was paid directly to the contractors.

    “No money came to the Sylva government. And the projects for which the loans were taken were almost completed at the time he left office.

    “The Sylva government had no chance of mismanaging the bond.

    “The question of rising interest rates on the bond does not arise so long it is being serviced according to terms.

    “All we can advise Dickson and his gang is that they should stop these face-saving pranks with Sylva’s name, for it will never confer legitimacy on them.”